~Sigmund-B

I'm so happy lately, though my life hasn't change too much. Does the world just went funnier overnight and I didn't notice? Suddenly I can't help but talk to strangers here and there, and making people smile is becoming less and less difficult everytime.

I'm in good terms with people that once declared themselves sworn enemies of mine, I'm visiting a girl that once upon a time told me to go to hell and that she didn't even wanted my friendship... and though I find myself smiling at girls and all that again, I'm not desperated or delusional about love anymore.

I'm just kinda happy.

Strangely I find myself wanting to do new stuff, thinking of trying ideas I throw away a long time ago, helping friends of mine though their problems just for the sake of seeing them happy again.

Even when ancient phantoms appear in my dreams, I'm confident enough to smile at them.

I just changed my way of seeing the reality, let the need for control go away and now I'm ready to do the impossible again, like the old days. Took a while and a lot of effort, investigation and practice but I'm finally feeling the results of my work. I feel complete. I'm ready to learn. I'm stepping out into a new world.

Let's see what happens.